5th July 2009

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R.

I wish you knew how i felt, how i feel everytime i see you with her, i just wanna run home and cry, i know you two have something special and i just wish it was me and you. Yeah im jelous i admit it and i HATE her but you mean to much to me to let a girl get in between us. But she is getting in between us but you don’t see that do you. If you ever thought about it, really thought about it you would see that we only fight about her, because she makes me feel worthless, like utter shit. I used to think you only saw the good in people, maybe thats why you loved me in the first place, but now you only see the good in who you wanna see it in. When you look at her you never see the bad things, her faults, when you look at me i know you don’t see anything good, you only see the smokes, pot, drinks, the bad things. When we broke up you promised me you would stay by my side but you LIED, you may say its harder than you thought but you haven’t stayed by my side, you haven’t even made sure im okay. If i tell you i’m upset you just get angry so now, im going to try and forget about you. You keep causing me so much pain but you don’t care. You give me mixed emotions about how you feel about me. I love you too much way too much, i know your too good for me, like ive always said your perfect.