5th July 2009

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and from the moment i laid eyes on him i knew there had to be something special there, i gave up my 2 bestfriends just for his love. i remember that first sunday the 23 November 2008 when you came over and we just lay together, i hardly even knew you but i was so comfortable with you. I remember all the times we spent together whether or not we were fighting every moment with you was special to me. Sure we got on each others nerves but i still loved you, and i knew you loved me more. But then i had to go and fuck things up, and im sorry i didnt think about how you would feel when i did it. I wasnt thinking and i regret it everyday, but you gave me another chance and i was doing everything perfect for you. But then she came into our lives and fucked it all up. You promised me nothing would happen with her and you kept to your word. And now? now you adore her, do you even still care about me like you say you do. Well i can answer that. No!